bad

things are very bad right now. a friend of mine who i worked with and had classes with and was supposed to hang out with this summer died this weekend. it's just a horrible situation from every angle. and i don't want to go into any details here because it seems like it would be somehow wrong to do that. but right now i'm just incredibly, incredibly sad and worried for others and overcome with the horribleness of it all, and i'm writing it here so that i have to explain some of it to fewer people and also just so that i can ask everyone to please be praying not just for me but more importantly for everyone involved in the situation, especially his family. it's just so very very sad and that's all i can say at all right now. god bless everyone.