mood swings.

sometimes lately i feel like i am about fifteen again. i get so angry for no reason, and so sad (also for no reason) and i feel hurt even when no one has said anything to hurt me. it's a very strange feeling.

and then alternately, i have moments of total exuberance and happiness. i would like more of them though.

i think it will be a good weekend. tonight i'm staying in - i didn't get to bed until about 4 am and then i woke up at 8 am and was wiiiiide awake. so i'm going to be crashing, energy-wise, at any moment now. tomorrow night i think i'm supposed to be going out with a bunch of girls which should be a good time.

i'm feeling a general dissatisfaction with myself. ick.